Monday, January 6, 2014

Well...

Friend 1: you guys believe in a Heavenly Father, right?

Friend 2: yeah. 

Friend 1: so what about a heavenly mother?

Friend 2: uhhh-

Friend 1: well, I know who it is. 

Friend 2: what?

Friend 1: it's Sarah Pailin. 

Friend 2: no it's not. 

Friend 1: yeah cuz you see-

Friend 2: I don't even want to listen to you right now. 

Friend 1: no you gotta hear me out-

Friend 2: *walks away.*

Friend 1: but... you didn't even listen to my reasoning behind it.

Here I go again.

And of a sudden I thought, "What if he's doing the same thing? What if he's only ignoring me because he thinks I don't like him and he doesn't want to get hurt? What if this isn't hopeless and maybe one day he could love me back just like I love him!?" And of a sudden, somewhere deep inside me, my heart started crying and said, "For God's sake can't we let this go? I'm tired of breaking..."